Impatient, but I'm still waiting
For the clouds to break, for God to speak
The longing just as good as the moment
This dance in form is exquisite, painful
Knowledge frees but your wrist still hurt
She surrendered when she got the call
Came home, left her roach motel room
Dried out in her lover's bed, furrowed brow
When watching her limbs move under sheets
"You okay?" and "Did that help?", sweetness
Dripping from parted lips, letting herself heal
The storm was over, the others were incidental
Happy accidents, whatnot, unconcerned lovers
She still would leave some evenings, come back
To her other smiling in their sickbed, unconcerned
Smelling of sweat and others, she wrapped her
Lover, who kissed her hand, up in cotton covers
Drifted off to sleep, bad dreams dissipate in sunlight
Dark feelings never leave completely but gain depth
With experience, casting incredible shapes through
The everlasting gloom, sunrise always coming soon
How desperate do you want it to be, to be
Compelling, sometimes, it's just a happy ending
And sometimes, a friend is a friend, no matter
What was said, you will always be my friend, again
Prostrate on marble, the act of missing you, worship
Never ungrateful for the gift of another's company,
She wasn't always happy but she enjoyed anyways