“we are the establishment now, such as it is. Or that's what we must look like. Once the people I knew died of suicide and motorcycle crashes and other forms of violence. Now it's diseases: heart attacks, cancer, the betrayals of the body. The world is being run by people my age, men my age, with falling-out hair and health worries, and it frightens me. When the leaders were older than me I could believe in their wisdom, I could believe they had transcended rage and malice and the need to be loved. Now I know better. I look at the faces in newspapers, in magazines, and wonder: what greeds, what furies drive them on?”

—Elaine