“At first wasn’t sure I’d make it back to the boat and then I realized I didn’t want to make it back to the boat. Chaos is supposed to be what we most fear but I have come to believe it might be what we most want. If we don’t believe in the future we are planning, the house we are mortgaged to, the person who sleeps by your side, it is possible that a tempest (long lurking in the clouds) might bring us closer to how we want to be in the world.”