Read this on @Spudm0de's recommendation.
Agapé Agape: agapé is Greek for “brotherly love” - Love Agape
Think his review is enough of a sell on it, but I wanted to share my scattered thoughts... Basically stealing the exact same quote but I really like the addition of the next sentence:
...because that's what it's about, that's what my work is about, the collapse of everything, of meaning, of language, of values, of art, disorder and dislocation wherever you look, entropy drowning everything in sight, entertainment and technology and every four year old with a computer, everybody his own artist where the whole thing came from, the binary system and the computer where technology came from in the first place, you see? I can't even go into it, you see that's what I have to go into before all my work is misunderstood and distorted and, and turned into a cartoon.
Gaddis tossed out a comprehensive novel about the player piano decades in the making and painstakingly researched in favor of a novella self-insert character ranting about the topic. It touches on a lot of these technologies relying on artists/humans to be created before taking off and abandoning them... The general public's willingness to seek entertainment and instant gratification and softness of popular accessible works rather than unrefined humanity.

Excellent review
ty! I know it's a bit of what we chatted abt but idk I wanted to flesh some of it out. definitely something I want to read again after familiarizing myself with his other work.